Oh yeah, i'm 22!

Yeah, it happened, i'm a year older now. I spent my birthday at work, but it wasn't so bad. I got a free lola's cupcake and everyone was nice. But meh. I didnt even have much birthday cake and the family didn't do the usual singing and blowing candles and stuff. Quite strange really. Maybe they acknowledge i am becoming an adult? :/

So i only got presents from Lewis (atm, since i asked the other for the Charmed boxset :p) He got me a stitch kigu and some vans shoes. His card was definitely my favourite bit of the present :3
Tomorrow i am going to a club to celebrate my birthday with Amy, and i'm gonna dress up and stuff. Should be a good evening :)

So, its been another few uneventful weeks, just trying to look for some better work while still at BR. Grandma should be coming out of hospital too, which is a massive relief. So yup. Boring things to do. 

ALSO I DO NOT LIKE A 5-9 SHIFT. WHY DO I HAVE ONE TODAY D:

Sick and tired

I am getting sick and tired of constantly job hunting. Enough is enough. I get it. I am inadequate. It's such a struggle just applying for jobs and my email being full of rejections. I really don't know what to do, i don't want to stay in retail and yet even after all the volunteering i have done and a degree i am still yet to say i have achieved anything with my life....

I also really despise cultural differences and how much they can affect a person. Why does the colour of ones skin have to determine how they are treated, who they should marry, what they should do? No. Humans are humans, we all have a heart, we all need the same air to breathe so what fucking difference does it make?!

A-hem. That was rather pessimistic and angry. Haha.

Good news, i think mum is cool with my going Edinburgh this summer with my friends :)