The first time

Sadly, the bond party did not go ahead :( 
Thankfully, Rae saved the day (as always) by having a small get together at hers, which was nice.

I finally admitted to myself Lewis is my boyfriend. It's sweet, hes really nice and i know hes not going to hurt me :) Finally something good has come out of this pretty dreadful year. Sucks that i want to tell mum and dad but :/ -sigh-

Not much on my mind, just want to do some job hunting because of stupid job centre and the maximus people suck balls. I wish i get a job as soon as possible. I can settle for warehouse again!

Bullshit

So the job centre have referred me to a company called maximus because i haven't got enough work experience, which is find, i don't mind doing 30 hours a week unpaid. But what does get me, is doing 8 hours of job hunting away from home. I do not understand the stupidity of this request.

Tomorrow i will have an group interview at Zara, then to meet the people of the charity i will be working with and then Maia's bond/end of the world party :D

Mega excited for that!

Also Lewis took me to for dinner yesterday. It was lovely :) He's naughty. Haha. 

Start again

Blitz Kids on Wednesday was really good. Saw a few good bands and Rae recognised the guys from We are the ocean, which is interesting. The crowd weren't very crazy but the bands gave it 100% 

:)

Work is not finished, back to square one and updating CV to send out to millions for employers. Sigh.

The situation with Lewis hasn't changed, kinda wish it does.

What is this bullshit?!

Work is gone boring again, i really prefer being in the dungeon to the hell hole!

I was all alone today :(
I dont like the new manager being back, hes not as fun and separates me and Oz. We make an awesome team! Wah.

Plus, today i decide to apply for new jobs, and the stupid website is down. Just. My. Fucking. Luck. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

Plus.

Blitz Kids on Wednesday :D

Change of heart?

So i have been in this job for about a week now. I take back what i said. 

It's ok. The people are friendly and although at times i spend quite a bit of time alone, its not all too bad. A joke and laugh and just being silly is needed.

The boy Joshin or Joshsen or, i'm not even sure, haha. I have met him twice and on both occasions been a little weird, but its good to meet odd people. Plus Patrick is CRAZY.