Well, 2016...nothing to say.
It just happened and things happened along with it. The family are slowly taking more interest in my boyfriend and he's started meeting random people. Mum keeps hammering on about if you move out you get married and all that bullshit. I do wanna get married, but not for another few years.
I bought my ticket for Slovenia, Metaldays festival, so this will be my first holiday with him and with 'friends' and since i was 17. So that is something exciting to look forward to.
I feel like there is much more that i want to get off my chest but its the beginning of the year and i cant start doing stupid things. So lets see how this year goes. I'm hoping for a promising year!
Monday, 9 January 2017
Friday, 11 November 2016
Thursday, 3 November 2016
The point
I'm not always sure why i still write these little entries, but i'm sure they are a great way to release tension.
It's been almost a year since my last post. Updates are in order. Firstly, I have moved to another NHS trust doing RTT, so more money, easier hours and honestly, i've been there for 3 months and its been ok. (Apart from it being highly unorganised and the guy who ignores me now because i didn't respond to his advances) i can say its not so bad! (phew) although i will start the search again soon.
I've bought a car (hardly drive though) and thats about all thats happened this year. I;ve had some bad months though and its been awkward being in a place where you are ready to move out and adult but still want mum to make your appointments....
Things with the boyfriend are fine, although i have been feeling a little bit needy, broody and wanting to settle down (the whole wedding thing, believe it or not!) I'll have to seriously start thinking about this.
So once again, i leave on a odd note, at least not entirely depressing as usual.
It's been almost a year since my last post. Updates are in order. Firstly, I have moved to another NHS trust doing RTT, so more money, easier hours and honestly, i've been there for 3 months and its been ok. (Apart from it being highly unorganised and the guy who ignores me now because i didn't respond to his advances) i can say its not so bad! (phew) although i will start the search again soon.
I've bought a car (hardly drive though) and thats about all thats happened this year. I;ve had some bad months though and its been awkward being in a place where you are ready to move out and adult but still want mum to make your appointments....
Things with the boyfriend are fine, although i have been feeling a little bit needy, broody and wanting to settle down (the whole wedding thing, believe it or not!) I'll have to seriously start thinking about this.
So once again, i leave on a odd note, at least not entirely depressing as usual.
Tuesday, 1 December 2015
End of the year
Well, Hey..
It's been a while since i wrote anything, a while since i even wanted to write anything. I wish i put more effort into the things i start.. haha
A few updates - firstly I have passed my driving, so i am road legal. I got a new job at the NHS but it's quite limited and frustrating so i am looking for something else, hopefully still in the NHS.
Tina has been an absolute nightmare and her job and stressing mum about it so much.
Dad is being dad...
And Trusha has started university and is more annoying than ever.
I am glad that the end of the year has been better than the beginning. There is still so much i need to do to become more confident and happy with myself and my life.
Experienced my first ever white wedding - it was awful.
It's been a while since i wrote anything, a while since i even wanted to write anything. I wish i put more effort into the things i start.. haha
A few updates - firstly I have passed my driving, so i am road legal. I got a new job at the NHS but it's quite limited and frustrating so i am looking for something else, hopefully still in the NHS.
Tina has been an absolute nightmare and her job and stressing mum about it so much.
Dad is being dad...
And Trusha has started university and is more annoying than ever.
I am glad that the end of the year has been better than the beginning. There is still so much i need to do to become more confident and happy with myself and my life.
Experienced my first ever white wedding - it was awful.
Thursday, 30 July 2015
Monday, 30 March 2015
I'm actually shit
It's been ages since i used this computer, let alone wrote in this.
Firstly i can tell you everything since my last post has been shit. Yeah, SHIT.
I'm sure i said i wasn't going to enjoy my job at SWT and i was right. I hate it so much, not to mention the working conditions but also the abuse (i got verbally abused by a member of staff...) yeah. Great, right?
I've cried more times than i can remember in the last year. It's that bad.
I dont really want to ramble on but there isn't anything nice to say so far for this year :/
Firstly i can tell you everything since my last post has been shit. Yeah, SHIT.
I'm sure i said i wasn't going to enjoy my job at SWT and i was right. I hate it so much, not to mention the working conditions but also the abuse (i got verbally abused by a member of staff...) yeah. Great, right?
I've cried more times than i can remember in the last year. It's that bad.
I dont really want to ramble on but there isn't anything nice to say so far for this year :/
Monday, 14 July 2014
It's July.
Hmm, what happened? I clearly neglected this.
Ok, since my last post, i have left both Banana and Camden Society. I have started working for South West Trains. I have been here since about beginning of June, and i can honestly say, it's not what i want. My role is gateline assistant/customer service assistant. Yes, it is a step into the company, but originally it was not the role i wanted to apply for. The hours are very different and the shift patterns are at least consistent. The pay is much better (which is why i left the other two jobs - but i do miss the camden society job. If they had a permanent full time position there, i wouldnt have taken this job- SERIOUSLY)
Anyway, not much i can do now, i'm gonna have to hack it out for my 6 months probation at least and hopefully something similar to what i first saw will come back. If not, i might even consider leaving because i am 100% sure i am not going to be enjoying myself later down the months. It's much much different to what i expected :( and not in the good way :(
Apart from that, planned a trip with the girls to go Eastbourne. I still need to plan my trip to Edinburgh Zoo with Lewis. I have also started my driving lessons, i am pretty shit so far. Haha.
I dont really know what else i want to say - i'm like this almost all the time that i write one of these. I wonder when i look back at these and think how different my life was, or if anything that is happening now will be a direct result of where i am in the future. It's a strange thought.
I saw Girugamesh again this year <3 and BabyMetal :O
Ok, since my last post, i have left both Banana and Camden Society. I have started working for South West Trains. I have been here since about beginning of June, and i can honestly say, it's not what i want. My role is gateline assistant/customer service assistant. Yes, it is a step into the company, but originally it was not the role i wanted to apply for. The hours are very different and the shift patterns are at least consistent. The pay is much better (which is why i left the other two jobs - but i do miss the camden society job. If they had a permanent full time position there, i wouldnt have taken this job- SERIOUSLY)
Anyway, not much i can do now, i'm gonna have to hack it out for my 6 months probation at least and hopefully something similar to what i first saw will come back. If not, i might even consider leaving because i am 100% sure i am not going to be enjoying myself later down the months. It's much much different to what i expected :( and not in the good way :(
Apart from that, planned a trip with the girls to go Eastbourne. I still need to plan my trip to Edinburgh Zoo with Lewis. I have also started my driving lessons, i am pretty shit so far. Haha.
I dont really know what else i want to say - i'm like this almost all the time that i write one of these. I wonder when i look back at these and think how different my life was, or if anything that is happening now will be a direct result of where i am in the future. It's a strange thought.
I saw Girugamesh again this year <3 and BabyMetal :O
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